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everyone is saying different things to me..

April 14, 2010
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today is a different day.. a new day.. one of those days you can’t quite put your finger on but it feels, just.. different.  i need to start sketching again, writing again, creating again.  i’ve put off so much of what makes me “me” due to lack of inspiration.  a boycotted muse.  a delirious shopping spree, i ran screaming   – over the edge, willingly.  a nagging feeling on the exact point on my neck, it hurt but it was addictive and i couldn’t get rid of it.  until i smacked it dead.. and lost all focus.  blurry vision, eyes changing colors i’ve never seen – a bittersweet blue to dance to each morning, awake.

awake
awoke
wake up.

what
next?
…what,
next..

i guess its kind of nice not truly knowing, for the first time.. in what seems forever & actually being ok with this realization.

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4 Comments leave one →
  1. April 14, 2010 1:37 pm

    you’ll find inspiration. it’s there. it’s everywhere. you just have to look for it =)
    thanks for sharing.

    http://www.tracyzhangphoto.wordpress.com/

  2. April 15, 2010 5:57 am

    i find that sometimes, when that well dries up, that the well itself is inspiration. that not being inspired – can somehow be inspiring. when it is in you to write, all you really need is a pen and paper. just go.

  3. April 15, 2010 6:28 am

    Dance it, let it flow.

  4. May 1, 2010 7:38 pm

    i think my inspiration is doing its own bit of soul searching.. it returns to me in sudden bursts then flees the scene with a quickness. life is insane but i am in love with it.

    thanks for the comments – you keep this thing goin!

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